...senses numb, it's easier to feel
And I wish I never regain consciousness again...


It's a different feeling, brain paralysis
I feel you but I don't feel a thing
The world around me spins, lack of cognition
But the heart takes over...


There will be many, as I forge ahead
And yes I am sure of this
Waiting, brimming with expectation seems juvenile
But what comes across is irrelevant, what if...


Is there a gurantee that I'll follow you, may be not
So where is the problem I wonder
But some how there is a void
And I wish things were different


You promised, you'd tuck me in at night
And now my thoughts, they weave a cushion for me
May be I was never the one you walked beside
Feeling like a better man
May be you must walk beside whom you must walk beside
And so I won't pull you back lest you must stagger back again


But it is too early to choose another path, even if I had one at the moment
And so I choose to slow down, smell the roses
Await what I hope shall come my way
If it does, I'll know the wait was worth it
If it doesn't the wait would be worth it any way...


So crawl if you may wish, walk or run
But when you reach the lag end, I'll be waiting 
And if you don't see me, you'll see a red flag
Symbolic of each moment that I lived with those memories
And oh, it would have been easier living without you
Than it was living with your memories...